You have been figured out. Wanna know a cheaper alternative to Cue Pictures? Ask me. =)

Gestalt Dream Analysis — Do this on paper. Write the following questions with your right hand, and answer with your left hand. See what happens.

1) Who are you?

My name is Clara.

2) What are you like?

I am scary.

3) What do you do?

I cook children and make them not move.

4) Why are you in Brian’s dream?

Because I know that you fear me.

5) What message do you have for him?

You will think about met onight. Do your paper!

6) Do you have a gift for Brian?

Yes, courage.

Traditional Dance Decal & Tagalog Final Presentations TONIGHT!!! December, 4th 371 Dwinelle, Doors open at 6:00pm, Show starts at 6:30pmFood will be provided!!!

I am a Loser. 

A loser of things, 
of ideas and names, 
of house keys and page numbers,
of lyrics,
of markers and moleskins, 
of lovers and friends,
of time.

I appreciate
the things I lose
and
I find the
things
worth finding. 

- From, This is What I Learned in Dance Class Today.

his parents for being who they are.

now… i just have to come out to the both of you. haha.

I just opened a new Pages document after staring at the icon for a good 12 hours. I embrace it. I let it come close to my head and my core, feeling something deep down that tells me I should just start writing…

How can I feel this way only after two hours of contact? No research and no emersion, no critically engaging interview… nothing. Just two hours of close contact. My core rushes with thoughts of a final product. Something constant, brilliant, thought provoking and beautiful. And then my head forces a retreat…

It forces me to look into my past and judge myself for what I’ve been capable of. I question… will this paper be real this time or will it be BS again? Will writing it fulfill me, or is it just an assignment from the standards of (you see) society? And yet, my core sings…

Just do it. Write it… without fear or over-thought. Write it with the expression of honesty and confidence. Write it regardless of how long it will take and the frustrations that are inevitably connected to the process. Write it because deep down, you know you want to… because you love to write.

And then my head reminds me of what else I have to do. The time lost to family, to friends, to communities and to myself. Will you have time? Can you put yourself through another writing process? A process that edits an essence you’ve so desperately scrambled to rebuild… many, many times.

And my core and head pull against me in opposite directions. I am standing still. I have yet to commit substantial text on the white canvas of that newly opened Pages document. But I let myself write. I let myself blindly go at it for a moment as I wait for the document to reply back to me… to give me a reason to write more. And when it does, I write back holding on to a the thought: Brian, you opened it at a right time in your life…

I just hope that this time… my internal won’t crash on me.

<3 Brian

1) Looking through old school stuff.

2) The alone time I get when I drive between Stockton & Berkeley.

So that means when i have down time i can say, “hey, you wanna chill at Bear’s Lair before Core meeting?”

Im so not over my age. YESSS!

@ucb_protest: there is a battalion of Alameda County Officers and two prison busses in front of Sproul Hall. Please be prepared for whatever is about to happen. Please RE-TWEET/TUMBLR/FB. #fb